Yet another tear drop cruised down her dimple-less cheek
Her face was too numb for her to feel
The wet glistening tear offering all the comfort it could
While the entire world in silence stood
Into the air the sound of her quiet sobs faded away
The same way her words did every day
Craving for her emotions to be known
Craving to feel mended instead of feeling torn
Solitude is her only friend now
When she sought redemption from the mocking words, they said
“The world is full of problems and yours is too small to even matter”
So she went back to listening to
“You’re not beautiful and you certainly can’t get any stouter”
She looked up at the twinkling stars
And realized they were no longer diamonds or shards of glass
Broken away from a faraway alien’s mirror
They were just balls of gas burning aimlessly
And the moon was just a satellite
Not anymore the earth’s dear friend and loyal knight
The wonder, beauty and mystery wiped away from her once artistic mind
As she realized to all that the society was blind
She looked into her cracked mirror
Wiping away a tear
Staring at her face full of freckles
Realizing that society has her in shackles
Her eyes which were always courageous for the first time filled with fear
Thinking “they’re all right. My mind I’ll let the society steer”
Every ‘imperfection’ was a mark of humiliation
So she covered it and changed herself
To fit in and to be the same
So that she no longer will be called insane
Her dreams no longer important
Her ideas into the darkness they went
‘Be yourself ‘no longer had a meaning
Her imaginative mind was no longer teeming
She settled down like an ocean with not a creature or wave
There was no longer a difference between night and day
The only goal is to be the same
The world may not have realized
But it just lost another artist another genius another pair of eyes
Another step closer to being a world filled with biological machines
Whose only purpose is living and dying
Just a small event
An hour in bullying spent
Can kill the most beautiful of souls
And the unique mind forever turned to stone
Excerpt from “The See-Saw Souls” by
Kaanthal Manikandan
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